This has not been my best week emotionally or spiritually, but there are so many things to be grateful for. Sometimes when I try to write them out it just doesn’t transfer from my heart to paper, or cyber-paper as it is, really. But I will try anyway.
I am grateful for a husband who after almost 15 years will run to the store late in the evening and get something that I want. Not something I need, mind you—although he would do that in a heartbeat, too—but something I want. Just because he is being nice to me. He’s seen my crabby, cranky, warty heart and he still is kind to me. I am so grateful.
I am grateful for young sons who are sensitive. They too have seen a mommy at her not so lovely moments and still have room in their hearts to worry about me instead of thinking of themselves. They are quick to forgive and do not carry grudges. LORD give me the heart of a child.
A friend I am grateful for came to the house this week. I don’t see her as often as I would like. It is hard for me to take the boys to see her. So she came to us and we talked and talked and talked. The boys were very good and gave us some privacy. We had a nice lunch with the boys. I didn’t ruin the food. And I felt a little lighter by the time she needed to leave.
We had a diversion this weekend I am grateful for. Some dress-up diversion that took my mind to a place of drama, music and imagination. We went to the ballet. With the boys. They were such gentlemen. Roo is getting sophisticated enough to read the program ahead of time and is “getting it” more. Boo just got swept away into the music and dance and was on the edge of his seat. Bouncing! Grown-ups tap their foot to the music—Boo taps his body!! I had to put a hand on his shoulder to keep him from being a distraction. He wasn’t being naughty. He was just involved.
Tomorrow is Monday and for that I am grateful. I cannot elaborate on that to say more than I am waiting for some news. I don’t wait well. So tomorrow will be better just for knowledge I don’t have today.
What are you grateful for??
Christine at Brady’s Bunch began Grains of Gratitude. It is a meme that has continued to bless me each time I participate. It gives me pause and allows a refocusing time to get a better picture of what is important. Thanks Christine.